since he been away!!

since he been away my life have not been the same. I have done thing I never though i will do. but i think bout and it almost make me cry. i said this because i wish I can change it but i cant because it over and done, and i hate people bring up my past. but i guess i have to be strong for him. he dont want me out worry bout wat people say or do because i bigger then that. i want become a nurse and that wat he want me to do to so im goin to do it.well this is my first blog i wrote on here might be kind of wachk but i will be back and i hope u all be ready wheni get some more readers.